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Worldly ups and downs
Should be treated
As lightly as clouds
Gathering and breaking up.

- Anon
(I stole this quote from haringliwanag)

I am sitting here contemplating
on the next few weeks that will come.

Next thing I know i will be a year older.

I feel like I am stuck not knowing what purpose I have
and why do I think that

I am meant to commit the same mistakes over and over again?

I hate to think that nothing has changed,
but the truth is a year older makes me scared.

That when tomorrow comes, it might be too late.

I keep telling myself that I want to look back at my life
smiling, thinking to myself what a crazy, beautiful life I have lived,

close my eyes, and drift away in the skies above.

However,

that is not the case,

and I will be twenty two in the next couple of days...

and it bothers me.

I'm just down... =( I guess this too will pass...
I should just enjoy these upcoming weeks...


Worldly ups and downs
Should be treated
As lightly as clouds
Gathering and breaking up.

- Anon