whoa!

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Putangina! I almost had a car accident... driver ng accord na puti bakit ang BOBO mo.. punyeta ka.. kamuntikan m0 na akong mabunggo... buti nalang narinig mo ang sigaw ko...putangina mo.. ginulat mo ako.. malapit na malapit na.. whew!

Imagine yourself driving slowly looking for parking then this fuckin car quickly reverses out of his parking spot from your left front side.. fuck.. just an inch more and he could have smashed my side destroyed my beautiful left front rim and killed me with insurance because it will go higher (if i get into an accident)... its a good thing my window was open and his window was open too... so he heard me shout..

"WHOOOOAAAA SHETTT!!!" then he suddenly stopped... then i said...
"LOOK AT YOUR BACK B4 YOU BACK UP MAN!!!" sabay mura ako ng mura ng putangina putangina putangina putangina ahahhaha...

I swear I don't have a slang accent but that incident truly brought it out.. bwahahha.. its funny now but my hands were shaking after it happened.. i needed a good 5 minutes of shaking it off.. shet POTA!!! last time i felt that was when someone pointed a gun at my head when I was riding a bus near taft ave.. remember that Bing and Mari? I was so shaken up.. pero that was different though.. hehe.. but kinda similar incident lang...

On other things, I got a write-up from work.. bwahahaha.. im so bad.. cuz i don't care.. bwahahah... i am more concerned about taking my accounting test this monday.. bwhahaha.. i need to fucken ace that test...

hmmmm.. yeah I drank last night with Nae and her friends.. it's a good way to make way for the weekend.. hahaha.. we finished two bottles of hennessy hahaha.. and man i thought i was still lightweight with hard.. almost all of em were drunk and i was only buzzed.. you know how boring that was cuz the alcohol isn't creeping in anymore.. i think i need to stop drinking because my tolerance is so high.. that i need to drink a lot.. A LOT man.. can you imagine bart last saturday.. i drank around 13-14 (bottles and cans) of beer and I was able to drive back home.... and wake up the next day to do gardening.. siyet! it's 9:07 na.. check you guys later im gonna be late for class.. payce out!

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Shout OUts:

Mych: onga noh.. haha.. pumunta nga pala kayo nun hahah.. tangina kakamiss tuloy kayo.. :( pinaalala mo yung fontana reunions... :(... musta na nga pala sila? nagkikita pa ba kayo?

KALAY: cute cute naman ng beybi mo.. hihihi.. wag ka magalala ang una kong itutura sa baby mo ay kung pano magjoke ng dwende bwahahaha....

RUSS: i saw your pictures.. and saya naman hehehe.. it makes me miss home more... wala lang.. im going there soon.. BWAHAHAH.. (evil laugh)

BING: i know ang bilis noh??? shet.. parang dati dati lang ay... ahem.. wala lang hahaha...

Z: HOY APO! tumigil ka jan mangasar.. nde pa ba sinabi ng nanay mo AMPON KA LANg.. hahaha. joke.. miss ko na kyong mga loko loko!!! tara sama ako.. in spirit na lang.. hehehehe...

ARIANE: onga e.. kelangan ko rin ng pera.. sana sweldo araw araw noh.. hehhee... :P musta na nga pala?

second year here and still kickin!

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i can't believe today marks our second year here in the U.S. .. so many changes, so many challenges, survived dramas (hehe), got a lot of friends, got my own car, i have my own room.. i have so many things to thank for..and i am ready for more.. :) bring it on! :p

anyway, I talked to my best friend before sa pinas.. and you know what? yung mga jokes namin before, she wrote it and put it in this notebook.. bwahahah.. that got me falling off my seat laughing when she sent me a couple of jokes that I used before in front of all my friends.. in short, hay memories na KAJOLOGAN KO bwahaha..

lemee post a couple.. who knows baka magamit niyo :p

1) Q: ano ang kaibahan ng difference at differences?
A: ang lalake at babae na nakatira sa castle
did you get it? read this aloud difrins at difrinses hahahaha...

2) Q: Ano ang hiphop na isda
A: SAPSAP????

3) Q: Ano ang bansang hiphop?
A: YEMEN!!!!

4) Q: Anong hiphop group ang nasa bible?
A: HEBREW!!!

last but not the least.....

5) Q: Ano 1st name ni diether?
A: Tirso cruz diether

hahahaha...tinatamad na ako magtype.. at yung iba nde niyo maiintindihan pag nilagay ko sa blog.. dapat makikita niyo ako.. :p

i am watching the top 10 sexy, single & filthy rich na mga bachelors in the E channel...
kelan ko kaya makikita yung sarili ko dto..

/me tingin sa labas ng bintana and sighs

hehehe... lahat ng andito kung nde music artist o athlete... royalty e..
sana... kelan kaya bwahahaha.. ano ito joke hehehe.. libre naman mangarap e.. hehhee... basta gusto ko darating ung panahon na wala lang hehhee... secret :p

o cge na una na ako.. babayooo...

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ShoutOuts:

Russ: onga.. kelangan ko ng maging serious.. hehehe...

Patty: thanks :p

Mych: Hoy Panget! hehehe..

Bing: Che! hehehe

Richelle: oo naman noh.. miss ko na talga lubao din... :(

-WALA LANG-

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1) hay today i am officially broke! wehehhe.. nauubos ang pera ko sa baby ko huhuhhuh.. yang fan belt, brake rotors at gulong ay ang mahal!.. pero kahit na ubos na pera ko.. love ko parin yung baby ko.. kelangan baka magtampo e.. tirikan ako nyan pls wag lang! pero sandali lang yan.. i am predicting in one and a half months i can pay off the $2,250 that i owe my sis and dad... /me flexes muscles... :)

2) may sakit ako... pero pagaling nako ngayon.. i caught d flu over the weekend... and i didnt feel good.. i just slept the whole sunday... at monday and tues i didn't go to the gym.. cuz i wanted to get well na.. right now i have sore throat nalang... kaunting ubo (lil bit)... and i am going to the gym.. i feel so lazy kasi e when i don't go.. oh well.. salamat nga pala R sa mga suggestions mo para gumaling ako kagad.

3) nde ko pa nakwekwento sa inyo.. nasali ako sa play.. it's in skyline college.. bwahahaha.. me and my passion for public humiliation bwahahaha... grabe.. we will see kung ano mangyayari sa akin.. every friday i go to this acting workshop.. its crazy.. i might be doing two roles.. and bwahahha.. ayoko magkwento basta funny yung isang role.. bwahaha...

4) i dropped one of my subjects cuz it's insane! and now i am only taking 9 units.. grabe.. my focus this semester is way off... i have been spending too much time drinking and partying.. i think i need to get a grip of my academics again especially now na malapit na finals... shet!

5) to my close friends, twinkle and bee... sana okay na kayo.. relax lang.. easy easy lang po.. :)

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AcTiViTy:


guess who I am??? dali.. this was a picture taken years before by wig tysman's ba yun.. in my lola's house in Lubao, Pampanga...I dunno how old I was but I just saw it in my cousin's friendster.. man.. these were memories... heehehe.. enjoy! as you can see.. shy talga kahit bata pa ako :p

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ShOuToUtS:

MARi: i have a new poem coming up hehe.. abangan.. pero nde ko lam kung kelan matatapos e..

RuSS: thanks.. hehe... pinapablush mo naman ako..

RIcA: sana.. bwahahha.. sira! manang bola ka talga hahahah... joke... nde i guess thank you for the compliments.. im glad you liked it.. :p miss you... puntahan mo ako dto sa june ah :p

MyCh: innocente naman ako.. at cute dba? heheehhee... loka! miss you narin :p

IvY: thanks for dropping by.. feel free to read whatever's here.. hehe

PatTy: nyay! napakainnocente nga daw e.. haha nde ko daw kamukha! :p

LeI: thanks for dropping by.. ingatz...

MomI KaLay: hahaha.. keyword "for the moment".. bwahaha.. joke.. hihihihi... namiss tuloy kita lol..

a love kept.

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Thinking about you
Is like gasping for air
While trapped underneath a frozen lake

I struggle, I fight it
but eventually I know
I won't be able to sustain myself

A love kept
in between the heart and the soul
feels like eternity

I am bound to break free from this thin sheet of ice
as a barrage of emotions crawls up and breaks free

I need to spill it out

cuz it’s taking over me

cupid’s bow is aimed directly at me.

you will know soon...

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i just wanted to post this.. one of my past poems i forgot to post before :p...

to the girl i dedicate this: you know who you are... *wink*wink*

hehe.. payce!


picture credits: http://www.artchive.com/artchive/P/picasso_late.html

Pablo Picasso: Rembrandtesque Figure and Cupid (1969)

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I have discovered the secret ingredients for a hearty meal.

3 teaspoons of your smile
4 cups of hope
5 gallons of crazy memories
2 teaspoons of sugar coated dreams
3 kilos of marinated thoughts of you
2 cups of buried rejuvenated emotions
and

1 man who misses you so much.

mix well. Serve chilled.

Pope John Paul II R.I.P 1920-2005

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I am watching tv right now and it shows...

BREAKING NEWS: POPE JOHN PAUL II HAS DIED

men, women and children in tears. a man speaking in italian.. probably praying...

i can see the sadness in these people's eyes. i can feel it even from here..

too bad... even though it was expected it's still affects everyone..

weird noh?

payce...

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ShoutOUTS:

KALAY: masmabait nga lang ha? :p i have to see this bwahahahah... miss you 2... ingatz..

CLAIRE: onga eh.. kaya i visited your blog kagad e.. hehe.. ms. angst ka parin!!!

RICA: yung sa white truck??? ah eh.. kung gusto mo e.. hahahha.. why not?... kung gusto mo next time sa airplane na e sa airport dto hahaha...

MYCH: hahaha.. anong crazy history?? innocente ako noh... hehhee.. peace.. ganda nga nung pix.. napakadramatic hahaha..