12/27/2004

that's one scary sh*t!





damn and i thought seeing the twin towers fall down was the worst freaking thing i can ever see happening in our oh so crazy world today! damn! if you guys don't know yet..

text from CNN.com...
(skip this part if you know already..


CHENNAI, India (CNN) -- As dawn broke Monday across the Bay of Bengal, countries struck by tsunamis in the wake of the most powerful earthquake the planet has seen in 40 years focused on relief and rescue efforts, and said the death toll from the giant waves -- already more than 15,000 -- is expected to rise further.

The tsunamis also left thousands injured, thousands missing and hundreds of thousands homeless in Indonesia, India, Sri Lanka and Thailand.

A Sri Lankan forecaster warned of a "remote possibility of small tidal waves" caused by aftershocks Monday.

Some of the tsunamis reached as far as 1,600 kilometers (91,000 miles) from the epicenter of the 9.0 magnitude quake, which was located about 160 kilometers (100 miles) off the coast of Indonesia's Sumatra Island at a depth of about 10 kilometers (6.2 miles).

The quake struck about 7 a.m. Sunday (midnight GMT Saturday), according to the U.S. Geological Survey's National Earthquake Center.

It is the fourth-largest earthquake since such measurements began in 1899, according to the NEIC, tying with a 1952 quake in Kamchatka, Russia.

More than 4,500 people have been reported dead in Sri Lanka. Most of them, authorities said, were in the eastern district of Batticaloa. Thousands were missing and more than a half million displaced.

In southern Sri Lanka, 200 prisoners escaped when the waves swept away a high-security prison in Matara.

Witnesses in the eastern Sri Lankan port city Trincomalee reported 14 meter (40-foot) waves hitting inland as far as a kilometer (0.6 miles).

The Sri Lankan government declared a state of emergency, and, along with the government of the Maldives, has requested international assistance, the United Nations' Office for the Coordination of Humanitarian Affairs reported.

The United Nations has warned of epidemics within days unless health systems in the affected areas can cope.

"This may be the worst natural disaster in recent history because it is affecting so many heavily populated coastal areas ... so many vulnerable communities," the U.N.'s Emergency Relief Coordinator Jan Egeland told CNN. (Full story)

As the sun rose, 20,000 Sri Lankan soldiers and naval personnel launched relief and rescue efforts. India sent six warships, carrying supplies, along with helicopters.

Priorities including identifying the hardest-hit areas and air-dropping supplies, along with shepherding stranded people to safer areas.

Sri Lankan authorities imposed a curfew overnight, and many residents remained concerned about the possibility of additional tsunamis.

The country has been in the throes of a civil war, and land mines uprooted by the waves were hampering relief efforts.

Some tourists, meanwhile, had been evacuated from the hard-hit eastern coasts to the capital, Colombo, on the west coast and unaffected.

At first light, many Sri Lankans ventured out to scour the debris for belongings or to search for information on missing family members.

Although India was giving aid to Sri Lanka, that country also was reeling from the aftermath of the quake and tsunamis. India's official government news agency, Press Trust of India, said at least 6,000 Indians were killed, and more bodies were being recovered.

A resident of Chennai (formerly Madras) in Tamil Nadu district -- India's hardest-hit area -- said he saw several people being swept out to sea.

Along India's southeastern coast, several villages appeared to have been swept away, and thousands of fishermen -- including 2,000 from the Chennai area alone -- who were at sea when the waves thundered ashore have not returned. (Full story)

Along the coast, brick foundations were all that remained of village homes. In Tamil Nadu state, 1,725 people have been confirmed dead, and officials feared many more died on the remote Andaman and Nicobar islands, where dozens of aftershocks were centered, but communication with the mainland was cut off.

CNN correspondent Ram Ramgopal said authorities had confirmed 2,000 deaths on those islands.

Efforts to provide survivors with food and shelter were hampered by the overwhelming magnitude of the damage.

Thai authorities said more than 400 people are dead, and hundreds are missing in Phuket.

The area provides 40 percent of Thailand's $10 billion annual income from tourism.

Among the missing were scuba divers who had been exploring the Emerald Cave off Phuket's coast.

Phuket's airport -- which closed when its runways flooded -- reopened, but most roads in the area remained closed, as officials tried to assess the damage.

Thai Prime Minister Thaksin Shinawatra arrived in Phuket and declared the situation "under control." He told CNN he planned to direct rescue and relief efforts overnight.

Witnesses reported guests drowned in their hotel rooms near the coast as 10 meter (30-foot) waves washed ashore.

Others reported narrow escapes -- including a Spaniard who had been aboard a boat when the wave approached.

The captain began screaming and turned the boat directly into a nearby shore, where he beached it.

As those aboard jumped from the craft and scrambled up the steep beach, they turned back to see the waves crush their boat, the Spaniard said.

for full story.. go to cnn.com




it still sends shivers down through my spine remembering the call of my uncle louie at 3pm in the afternoon while I was watching something on t.v. At first he told me that there was a powerful earthquake that just happened.. i thought it happened in the philippines... damn i almost fell of my seat... so then he told me that it was in indonesia where the earthquake happened...sending tidal waves as tall as buildings through thailand, srilanka, and india... thousands of people died and I am sitting in my living room watching t.v.... thousands of people drown while I was sitting lazily watching t.v. in my living room.. what the hell.. it is scared the shit out of me.. what if I was there.. where in some twist of cruel fate that I was diving with divers at Phuket, checking out the the popular Red Fortress in India, and swimming in the beaches of Sri Lanka.. damn.. am I just paranoid or is it a sign that we people should realize how lucky we are that we are still kicking our way through life, and we are still in pursuit of our own dreams and goals in life?.. damn we are so lucky to be still breathing... you are lucky that you are alive and still reading this to start with.. let's just pray for the souls of the people who died and thank God we are still alive...

this is a wake up call ladies and gentlemen.. i need to freakin sleep.. catch you guys later.. be safe..



ShoutOuts:

D: i didn't ask you to bid for me... what? */me wink wink .. hehe.. take it easy.. happy new year.. miss na kita ah.. ingatz...
RUSS and LORNADAHL: happy holidays din!!! ingat lang!
AIKO: happy holidays too... thanks hahaha.. masmadrama nga e with that dba? at feel na feel ang xmas dba? nax... ;p

12/24/2004

and so i tried :)....



it's 2:25 in the morning the 24th of December the year 2004

and so i tried...
wrapping gifts.. hahaha.. Let's just say it went okay.. I give it "A" for effort haha.. anyhoo, it was a very busy day for me.. cuz im in my oc-oc mode... that means i get to clean up and get some things done...

Waking up, I had to fix my schedule real quick. I went to Target bought some gifts... then went to tower records.. old navy.. then vavoom.. oh w8! i went to walgreens too.. i got so much things done.. I also (1) mowed the lawn and (2)wrap plastic on the futton that was sitting in the garage. Two things that my mom had been bugging me from the first day vacation started... haha! then went to work.. till 9:30pm. Then kicked it with joe, ellen, marcus, and *qt jackie.. they were cool.. we first went to lucky chances... cuz joe was hungry and that was the only place open... it was good just chillen.. hanging out from a very tiring day... then i suggested going to marriot cuz "secret".. hehe.. then... we just stayed there.. smoked a few sticks then time passed by and it was past 12.. i went home.. still in oc-oc (oc means obssessive compulsive) mode... I fixed my room a little.. searched for my missing cell phone... then whatever I just saw the gifts that I bought lying around my room.. then the next thing I remembered, I was getting scissors, tape, and gift wrapping paper.. haha.. I had a blast.. but it looked like my 8 year old sister wrapped it.. haha.. im just not really "gifted" in that area... but i just improvised a lil which made it a lil decent to look at.. whalaa! im done.. hehhe...

I just wanted to share.. alright l8r guys.. i need to hit the sack.. tomorrow is gonna be a long day for me.. it's gonna December 24... yey!


wait...
I just got this from boston.. this is hilarious

At your ten year high school reunion... by robbiewriter
Your school name
Your name
Your job will beActor
You will be worth$927,428
Everyone will think yousmell like you did in PE
Quiz created with MemeGen!


I'm gonna be an actor.. that's scary.. haha.. all i ever wanted was to have a billboard at edsa... wearing sexy boxers (well, that's optional btw hahaha)... well.. i think being an actor is a plus hahahaha...

im out..



ShoutOut:

KALAY: Nyay! ako rin nga.. aba eh.. mabenta parin ang aking naalala jokes dto ah ahahha.. kinukulit nga ako kung minsan magjoke e... natatawa na rin ako sarili ako.. ahahahah... wala lang.. miss you na sobra.. merry xmas... mwah!

12/22/2004

movie date :)



I had a movie date today..
it went well haha...
until my lola slapped my arm and told me
(in a kapampangan tone) hee! kasalanan yan.. december pa naman..

I watched national treasure and ocean's twelve
my lola is my good conscience
and my lolo is the "encourager" ;p

when my lola says kasalanan yan
my lolo will say okay lang yan secretly... ;)

I always want to watch more than one movie at century 20 daly city.. get my sneaky mode on.. that's why my lola slapped my arm.. it was cool though.. hehe... it was funny lang hehe.. makes it more obvious why i miss her so much and why i slap other people's arms... */me proclaims to the world, "I GOT IT FROM HER"... i do it because i think watching a movie is too expensive here.. $6.50 damn... mahal sobra! or am I just too thrifty? Does anybody think that it is too much? speak up or forever hold your peace... :)


Anyhoo, national treasure starring Nicolas Cage was a great movie but if you have read "the rule of four", "Da Vinci Code, and "Angels and Demons" then mejo amateur yung ideas... so-so but the smooth flow of the story and the believable set was a plus factor... The leading lady was hot too.. hehehe..
Maybe I am just a sucker for cat and mouse treasure hunt stories in the movies and books.. All in all... I recommend you guys to watch it... (4 out of 5 stars)


Ocean's twelve was okay.. not bad... hohum... twist was unexpected but still.. it was not as much of a great movie.. eye candy lang kasi there are lots of famous actors in the movie... the humor was okay.. All in all.. If you don't have anything to watch and you just want to be entertained then watch it.. (2.5 out of 5 stars)

earlier today i was with my lolo and we went to the driving range then went on a search for used cars :)

(note: my lolo and lola will leave already this 29th for the Philippines and leave at the 25th for San Diego that's why I am spending so much time with them.. When they arrived here first I was chained from my school stuffs...) --> Nagmumukha tuloy akong good boy.. oh well.. hehhe... I'm out!


ShoutOut:

Mych: Hello... ganon?... kawawa ka naman.. punta ka narin kasi dto para makahiram ka ng libro :p heehee... totoo nga masmakulay pa ang lablife ng ating mga poems.. bakit ganun noh? wala lang... miss you narin.. actually fan mo na rin ako sa mga poems galeng ah.. good job! o cge ingatz lang :)

12/20/2004

Homesick





It’s raining today. The raindrops keep falling like its never going end.

Barefoot I stand upon this moist foreign soil
as the blades of grass waves through the wind
welcoming my two precious naked feet.

It reminds me of the time when I was small as I run through the pouring rain.
Wherever my feet takes me, you will see me there.

I fly around our small village free like a bird escaping from my cage that I call home,
until my yaya would eventually catch me running with her tsinelas in her hand
scolding me for getting wet because she doesn’t want me to be sick.

Oh how I long to relive those days, when I did not care about a damn thing.

As long as I can run, I want to run far away from home… until the rain stops, until
the sun goes down, until there are a gazillion stars that is shining bright in the midnight sky.

Leaving my home is such a sweet adventure for me.
I would like to experience so many things before I grow too old to do all of it, and before
I become boring.

I want to stay away from home as long as I can.
I will not return.

Well, that’s if my tummy would let me because
As far as I know, my tummy is my clock
and it is in-synch with the time the sinigang made by my yaya will be cooked.

So till then I will be sleeping peacefully in my bed
dreaming of going to other places,
while the world revolves around my home,

and once again,

I come back standing in this foreign land facing a grown man with dirty feet

just feeling the opposite,
where no matter wherever he goes,
whatever adventures he may encounter,

home will always have a special place in his heart,
that he comes back again and again even in sleep.


credits:
painting from---
www.dace.co.uk/rant2.htm

note: im trying to make an entry for the fsu skyline book that they will publish about filipino american life... hope this gets accepted though.. im still fixing some parts though.. so this is still under construction... thanks for reading...



ShoutOuts
RUSS: thanks.. i would do anything to make you feel better kahit through posts man lang.. it's good to know that you liked my poem thanks... :)

MYCH: I like your poem too.. baka mainlove na mga poems natin sa kakaganito natin hahaa.. ang labo hahaha.. pasensya na ang gulo ko hehhee..btw, im trying to read love in time of cholera by gabriel garcia marquez.. feeling ko maganda e.. wla lang.. its an old book... you know why i am so updated sa mga books dto?.. bcoz you can borrow the newest books in the public lib.. o dba cool hehee...

*Qt Boston: thanks so much.. hhehe.. im flattered.. your poems are better though... */me blushes... ;p.. by the way, thanks for the letter.. that was really sweet... there was not a part that made me laugh, smile and made me miss you and fsu even more.. now that i am going to state.. awwww... man.. im being senti again.. just take it easy take care...

LORNADAHL: yeah you said it.. sh*t, it is

ARIANE: mejo nga lng eh noh :p cge ill update na..

ZAhRa: you are forgiven.. :) hope i can see you before school starts cuz i won't see you that much anymore.. i thought the last time i was going to see you was darl's party.. bt it's cool i have a gift for you... ;p

D: happy birthday.. hope you like my gift kahit na lam mo na.. sabog hehhe.. ill fix it next time.. happy birthday ulit... ingat lng...











12/14/2004

senti mode: on




Like him,
I can't take you to the most beautiful places the world can offer.

Like him,
I can't spoil you with endless shopping sprees, shower you with expensive gifts, offer you exotic flowers and indulge you with the most delicious chocolates.

Like him,
damn, I can't even see you everyday.


and maybe, just maybe

I can't love you
like him.

however
I do know this ,

with me,

and that is if you only take time to see,
that you, and only you, are my world.

The most beautiful place my eyes have laid upon on is right beside you,
just staring at the reflection of your majestic eyes
that shines through the crystal night.

with me,

I will strive to make you happy even in times of poverty and pain.

Spoil you like there’s no tomorrow by holding you close while gripping your hands, embracing your worries away,
and whispering to your angel ears,
"Don’t worry, everything will be all right".

with me,

If you haven’t noticed,
the days that only matter to me,

are those days that ends and starts with you.

nothing else girl. nothing else.

with me,

my feelings are discreetly kept,
sown forever between my heart and my soul,
where no place would ever know existed
because it is better that way,


because your eyes speak what your mouth doesn’t.

and that is,

you already belong to him,

and not with me. =,(

credits:
painting by:
Edvard Munch
"The Frieze of Life"


12/10/2004

shet!




(that's me if you were wondering who's that gorgeous guy with that cute model-like pose ;p)

yeah that's one big shet! hahaha!!! wachu think guys is it real or not?
got your attention noh?
you know ive been studying so much the past weeks.. and it's time for me to let out my stress by punching some nonesense words for entertainment ha! (i am entertained too if that's what you are asking!).. well, i have two more finals to go... one on monday and one on thursday... oh w8 i have to finish my paper pa pala...

some of my lil cracked up moments this week...

->going inside the car without the keys that i left on top of my drawer (ha!).. and not only that, it only dawned on me while driving that I forgot to lock it the night before... bwahaha

->waking up sitting down in my bed.. drowning with so many papers and books beside me.

->my dad waking up at 4am to get ready for work and sees me in my room still typing and facing the computer trying to finish my hist paper. (that I got an A hahaha)

->driving home from bringing my dad to work... when my eyes are closing already... it's a good thing im still alive bwahahah

->finishing 75% of 100 years of SOLITUDE */me flexes my biceps and flash a big smile at work while waiting in between flights...

enough of that.. im already lazy to think about.. all i know a lot of these kind of instances happened this week :)

im just happy that i finally went out of my room... got out of the house... and get out!

I just came from watching BLADE trinity...


jessica biel is hot... w-o-w! I give 10 Stars out of 5... ya hear that... i guess i had a big crush on her ever since she was in seventh heaven.. hmmm.. i think im attracted to athletic girls.. maybe not really athletic.. just fit.. lean would be good.. if she knows how to shoot some hoops.. i give her a plus.. but in jessica biel's case.. shooting an arrow.. gave her a added plus 5... i also have a thing for perky behinds... (no offense girls but i am just being a straight up guy right now bwahaha).. haha... well..

if you are thinking that i am into guys.. well it's no.. if i were "down" then it wouldn't be a big deal right? so why would i deny it... i can be really gay-ish but it's just when i am making kulit and joking around... hahaha... ;p you can ask my friends that here and the Philippines bwahahah...

i went with bayi1, bayi2 (lilbro of bayiman), *qt ate marc and ate marc's fafa,... im treated like their adopted brother.. hehe cool!... thanks for the free movie and dinner... damn pasta... it's so filling.. i cant believe that and i thought it wouldn't even be enough...

anyHOo, back to the friggin movie..

it was funny... and it's really pretty good for a comedy movie.. read this comedy movie... it's not that i laugh cuz it truly sucked but the humor in the story is quite funny.. call me shallow bart... but i am just a happy person... that loves to laugh and laugh..

so...

the action part really bites.. when i was watching it, all i could say was, "Can't you guys think of something else?" and "I think i have seen this before". I could relate this to the matrix trilogy.. where the last movie was really really really bad! but in the blade trinity... it's not as bad as matrix.. but compared to the first and second... the actions scenes where quite dry...

however, in conclusion, the movie overall was bad but if you guys wanna see my future girlfriend ((ahem!) wish nya lang... NYAY! haha ;p) jessica biel and just laugh your ass off... then it's a good watch...

so as for me, i have to catch some sleep.. it's 2:30 and i have to get ready before 8am... cuz i have this orientation at sf state univ tom.. I just hope Mr. Buckingham passes me in his subject.. so I can already transfer next sem.. pray for me guys.. i am worried... ill know this tuesday...

ok im out..

by the way.. lemme use this time to greet my sexy swinging singer cuz.. ATE DEANNA a greaaaat happpy birthday.. belated by the way.. see i remember you.. lab you...



SHOUTOUTS:

MYCH: thanks for the support... lam mo nagbigay pa ng final exam ang mokong.. punyemas.. galing eh no.. p.e. gym class nalng nga may multiple choice and essay final test pa.. NyAy! hoy!

mych writes: "sa account ni Kuya Butchie. Hay! Heartthrob... parang ikaw... ayii!!!"

we need more of this bwahahaha.. just kidding.. nde noh.. muret! (kaunti pa bilis at promise maniniwala na ako...) ;p miss you na rin.. ill check out ambrigrams... basahin mo muna ang angels and demons.. kulang nalang maligo ako kasama yang libro nayan!

AIKO: thanks.. padasal naman.. takot ako sa history ko.. sana nga makauwi na ako... para visit ko kayo :)

ZAHRA: it was hella funny and i looked drunk or something.. but it was all good.. im still priced at a dollar though..
im shy now to post at your blog.. cuz they know me already.. */me blushes... just take it easy girl.. mwah! if you need anything just holla at yo boy... ;p

RUSS: as requested po i posted na! ;p hehe... nde loko lang.. iv been stressing on school lately.. and it's now lang na i had free time... hehe.. nde kasi interesting ang buhay ko e... ;p

LORNADAHL: you are right on that! BLOGSPOT ruless... xanga sucks.. hahaha joke only xanga peeps! i am just biased.. actually i am looking at livejournals it seems pretty cool.. wala lang... i finished 100 years of solitude cuz i love it from start to finish.. once i get hooked up in a book... i get hooked up pretty bad! and i promise you once you start 100 years of solitude... it's hard not to finish it.. cuz the book is very addictive.. MAGICAL REALISM rocks!

ok.. peace out guys...

12/02/2004

stressssssssss



ive been stressing on schoolworks... for the past few days.. lacking sleep... im going out of my mind..... my room is a mess (much like Melquiades room in the book, 100 years of solitude...at the Buendia house.. full of papers... and things everywhere...)... you should have seen me yesterday.. I didn't even have time to shave for two days... I looked sabog man!

its the last two weeks of school before finals... and I am going crazy for projects, speeches, business proposals, english hours, essays, and every thing you can think of... can you imagine even my PE class teacher is asking a 1-2 page essay from us?!? man! is he crazy... but the good thing about this is I only got two finals... YEAH! one is on monday which is online... two is on thursday but its at 8am.... ughh...

well...well...well... it's a good thing my "wednesday crew" was free last night... so after doing all of my journals, study guides, collages for my Literature class... we hung out again at darl's place... which was SUPERB! I drank a lil alcohol..kicked it with some cool peepz and shoot some pool... ah... to end it up they also gave me goose bumps after the ghost story sharing thing at the gazeebo... Joanne , you're story is freaking scary man... hahaha... anyhoo, I kicked it with Joseph banyo, Nikki, Victor "the one-hand bandit", JOanne *qt :p, and *qt Darl.... thanks guys... :) mwah!

alright im out... im already late for my eng class....

bye!

btw, my lola and lolo are coming here today! WHOOPIE! tigshh! which reminds me.. i should do xmas shopping.. arghh.. stressssssssssssssss




SHoutOUts:

MAry: haloo... thanks for dropping by...
RAin: nyay! gusto ko umuwi noh... ayoko muna magsalita.. kasi baka nde magkatotoo.. pero i have plans.. magugulat nalang kayo...
ZAhra: ey I just saw your thing.. hahaha... funny... thanks bwahahaaha...
JOanne: ey qt wasssup? ;p
ARiane: thanks.. wehehe... blush naman ako... nyay! bwahahah... kapal muks.. unti pa.. dali baka maniwala na ako :P... have a great week too...
PAuline: Hi Pauline!
MYch: wala kang kasalanan noh! punyemas.. yung site ni ed nagmukhang imbornal yung site ko bwahahahaha... andito pala si ate mia? sino kasama niya?

(and of course! ate DEANNA and DiNdO my cousins)
thanks for calling me last tues night... man.. i miss you guys... sorry nalang ate nde ko sinabunutan yung mga maarteng babae sa laguna beach at dindo pare nde nako babalik promise hahahahah!!!! ill see you soon.. i wanna go there na to l.a.... o basta kep en tats... ingatz