happy thanksgiving...

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Wednesday: I came from Darl's pad with *qt Jo-anne, Antonio and DiAnE... man her house is still the best so far iv seen haha..they have a classic (totoo ah!) pinball machine, galaxian-donkeykong-lethal enforcer arcade (you know.. the one you see in MTV cribs) basta yung real arcade whatchamaculit... oh well.. did i forget to mention that she has a pool table in her basement? Man I could hang out in her place for days and days... she's living in a dream house... after that I went home and I was greeted by the movie, A Walk To Remember .. it was being shown in WB and my sisters were watching it in the living room.. lil by lil... i was getting into the movie na.. forgetting everything.. that movie is sick, i dunno.. all i can say is before I fell in love with the Godfather series, before I heard Tupac's first verses, before Scarface made me say hello to his lil friend... I was a sucker for this mushy kind of movies... I have to admit it's kinda un-macho (if there's such a word)... but when i watched movies before like these I wanted to be the guy who swept my leading woman's feet... the one who would fulfill all her wishes... the guy who will give her all the love he could give just like in the movies... haay nakowww... im a sucker for serendipity too... oh man... nahiya tuloy ako bigla.. nyay! but i guess, im a bit like that.. pero nde na masyado... i dunno.. i think ive changed.. or i think i just need to wake up that part of me.. when the time comes ;p right now though.. its sleeepinggg...

ANYHOoWoO, here are some pictures to see to make your life more livable.. wahaha... syempre... and mr. swabe is in this pic kaya watch out! (feeler!)


that's darl, joanne, ME, diane, antonio

Me, Darl, Jo, diane, antonio

Jo (take that hpnotiq out of your hands!) :), Me, Diane, Antonio

Thursday: I drove to Hercules with my fam without my dad cuz he has work and we ate thanksgiving lunch because I have work at 5pm and my mom has work early morning the next day. We left at around 3:45... i still made it to work though.. after that Eric called me up to drop by at their telly(hotel) party.. yeah so after work I went straight to the telly.. it's a presidential suite by the way.. Yey! Only to find out when I was buying yosi that I don't have my driver's license at my wallet! Arrgh.. I still can't find it.... I think I left it at mission rock or something...

Updates:
1) I finished 100 years of solitude... it's one helluva book.. ask me to describe it in one word.. would be so impossible... all i can say is it is a roller coaster ride about love, life, family and lil bit of everything...
2) Kings won! Sorry my laker friends... you guys suck! (Joke!) nah.. it was pretty hard fought contest between these 2 rival teams... Oh well, we got this one.. it's the first time I saw Mimh play(tama ba spelling?), the dude can play!
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Oh well now I go to my next part of my post..
my testimonial for my very gorgeous... sizzzling, hot, zigzzaging.. wonderful friend

Z-A-H-R-A!



Your asking about Miss Zahra? Well,

She is the person that is more comfortable than a
comforter.

She also has a singing voice that makes lots of boys
crazy.

I am a huge fan of hers.. from her deep thoughts to
her diva voice… Damn! J She has the voice of an angel
making me sleep but sometimes she is too humble that
she tries to suck… hear that? She tries to suck….She
can write interestingly too.. read her blog… this girl
can also lure you deep into her conversations… I have
put her in such bloody situations.. haha.. that’s
fuckd up bwahaha.. sorry… at least yo have something
to write about in your book after that scene at
armadillo’s willy oh w8 armadillo willy’s hahaha…

She is a person who you can always depend in… a friend
who you can just hang out all day. Just chillen..
drinking or playing pusoy dos and mafia… Right now
life’s been pretty hard on her.. from her brothers to
her mom… the pressures just keep rising but I know she
is one fighter who works hard and tries her best…
everything will fall to its place soon…so just keep yo
head up girl and if there’s a problem you know who you
can holla at... Take care Z...

-Bart

P.S. Hi rose! :p

Okay guyz.. im out! peace...

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shoutouts:
Ate Ian and Ate Addie: hello! miss ko na kayo ah! DOn't forget my xmas gifts ah ;p you guys take it easy... paki alaga si B :)
MYCH: hahaha.. i wish kung pwede lang.. dapat magaattempt lola ko e... e masisira nga lang daw e.. hahah.. at bawal ata yung sa customs... thanks nalang.. i just checked out Ed's site.. ang bangas men! WOW! kakaiba... nasupot ang site ko hehhe.. Flash kc e.. daya!
RUSS: ganon? hahaha... naalala ko tuloy yung mga pork n beans commercials dati wala lang.. bwahahah... cge goodluck lang jan ah! hope you all the best!
D: mwah! misya! ingatz! ;p
KYM: thanks :) you can drop by anytime... tc
ZAHROCKS: wasap girl? see i posted your thing.. so now you have to auction me in your site... GO GO GO GO!!!! hehehe...
CUZIN: mwah! mis you toooooooo! grabe tagal na a.. lalng.. tc always!

magdedecember na!

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I am craving for GATAS DAMULAG. yum yum yum... that's carabao's milk and you mix it with rice and sugar...yummy and you eat it with tuyo and longganisa...agash.... the perfect kapampangan breakfast...

AnyHoO, magdedecember na yiheee.... that means finals, projects, essays, research papers will be due soon.. isn't that GRAND? I'm hella stressing over everything... that's why I stepped back from FSu... sorry peepz... im transferring next sem and i just don't want to get failing grades... I just came from PEter's cafe here in Millbrae. It is a 24 hour cafe. I had a Philly Cheesesteak sandwich with Darl and Joe. I ate the sampler.. which filled me up... HOWEVER, i still want that gatas damulag... hoohoohoohoooo....

oh well... im supposed to feel the xmas pinch... i can't feel it though... i wish i were someplace else for the xmas season... somewhere like the PHILIPPINEs... ha! i get lots of aguinaldo there and gifts too... there's just nothing could compare xmas back home... wait i need to go... i need to do my xmas list pala! By the way, im working this thursday... wow! ill be working you guys feast on that luscious turkeys... HAPPY THAnksgiving guys... have fun...

ey by the way i owe zahra a testi... can you send it to me again.. sorry... i think i deleted it by accident.. hehehe... later guyz...

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shoutouts:

KALAY: hinay lang ah.. miss you2 mwah!
MYCH: can you give me his addy again... putol ang addy e...
ARIANE: yeah he will be my favorite... after reading this... i can feel it na.. punyeta ang galing magsulat!
RUSS: madalang lang ako magclub noh :p neway welcome back russ!!!

Ha!

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I went clubbing last night at Kelly's Mission Rock . I promised my cousin that I will never set foot at that club specifically and, I will never go to 18 and over clubs... cuz it sucks.
I was with Macky, Marco, Monch, Franco, and these two European Chix

However, I had three reasons kaya sorry na lang Dindo hehehe..

1) Birthday ni Mackyboy
2) My friend Andreas played with his band
3) And the cast of Laguna Beach is there

1) Happy birthday Macky.. punyeta.. ang gulo ng birthday heheh... ingatz lang men.. i had fun... not bad...

2) Andreas is sick... punyeta they played regulate by warren g... they got it.. and i can't believe they were using guitars and drums... haha... astig...

3) Punyeta... I thought I was going to be discovered when MTV cameras were there... and give me a contract to play a role at this new MTV reality show, "Laguna Beach". HAHAHA... well.. i guess not! Kapal ng muks.. hahaha... nah.. actually I was surprised they were there... kaya astig hehhee... the place was packed.. lot's of young looking girls... some of em looked like 13 years old... hahah.. tangina mga totoy! kaya ayoko pumunta dto...

After that, I ate breakfast at 3am at Denny's with D and Marco.. :) Yeah! i was so full... it's always delicious when it's free hahaha... thanks D for the breakfast and ride... laki kc ng tip e... feeling ko super spoiled na ako... hehhe... thanks sa lahat... bawi ako...

Well that's my crazy night slept at 5am..
I woke up at 2pm... for the first time here in U.S. heheh... it's a good thing i asked fri, sat, sun off... sagabal sa gimik hehhee...

well, ingat lang

Nyay!

ULTIMATE PINOY QUIZ!

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i got this from aix.. damn i didn't know you had a blog! gulat ako a hahaha.. neway i posted this sa logbook namin b4 (yihee mems!) if you guys can answer everything.. bow down ako.. wahhahaha... to all my american-bred friends... well.... ask your mom or grandmas hahahha... this is a classic test... hahahha.. wala lang... parang battle of the brainless.. hahahahha.... tangina excited na ako.. game game game... post ko yung answers next time hehhee... laterz...

Quiz #1

clue: i'll be giving the first letter of the answer after each question.

-->pinoy myths and kwentos<--
1. sidekick ni darna: D
2. nuno sa...: P
3. para hindi magalit yung #2, ano ang sinasabi mo pag daraan ka dun: T
4. kung manika ang sa mangkukulam, ano naman sa mambabarang: I
5. lolang mahilig magkwento: B
6. inilalagay sa kalahati ng katawan ng manananggal para malusaw ito: A
7. kontra-aswang: B
8. sino si flavio na tagapagtanggol ng mga naaapi: P
9. dito raw pinakamaraming aswang sa pilipinas: C
10. pinoy counterpart ni arielle, the little mermaid: D

-->colonial mentality<--
1. one-liner na nasa dollar: I
2. child molester daw (showbiz nick name lang): J
3. batang babae sa E.T.: D
4. hit song ng 98 degrees, pang-wedding: I
5. ginagawa ng maraming pinoy sa ibang bansa: T
6. destinasyon ng mga balikbayans: D
7. game show na hino-host ni alex trebek: J
8. counterpart (siguro) ni ikabod sa amerika: M
9. pinagkopyahan daw ng batibot: S
10. holiday ng mga kano tuwing 4th thursday of november: T

-->child's play<--
1. komiks na lumabas si niknok, planet of the apes, etc.: F
2. wolverine, cyclops, jean grey: X
3. elepanteng malaki ang tenga: D
4. "subi", "sunog", bawal laruin pag walang patay: S
5. sidekick na doggie ni garfield: O
6. dating 101 na naging 102 na ngayon: D
7. jollibee's answer to mcdonald's happy meal: K
8. tawag sa talunan o laging taya at hindi na nakakabawi sa laro: B
9. nakaimbento ng game and watch: N
10. bago pa lumabas ang computer ng #9, meron na nito, at may joystick pa: A

-->famous pinoy/pinay<--
1. mtv vj na tisay, based in singapore: D
2. nakaimbento ng flourescent lamp: A
3. musician na nasa guinness book of world records: L
4. actress na nanalo sa cairo film festival: N
5. famous pinay designer based and big in the USA: J
6. first filipina miss universe: G
7. pinoy icon in bowling: P
8. naging classmate daw siya ni bill clinton: G
9. filipina featured as centerfold in playboy magazine: T
10. bulilit na nanalo sa star search (first name lang, nick name): B

-->bading/tibo forever<--
1. gay word na ginawang kanta ni jolina: C
2. area in manila na may pinakamaraming bading at lesbian: M
3. movie ni roderick paulate na kasama niya si vilma santos: C
4. na-link kay jude estrada: D
5. isa sa mga pioneering lesbians sa showbiz in the philippines: P
6. movie ni eric quizon and albert martinez about a gay couple: P
7. kung "fag" ang derogatory term sa gay men, ano naman sa lesbians: D
8. strictly speaking, applicable ba sa lesbians ang "top or bottom": Yes/No
9. event na ginagawa every june sa #2 na para sa mga gays and lesbians: P
10. tawag sa "pang-amoy" kung bading o hindi ang isang lalaki: G

-->translation<--
1. chair sa filipino: S
2. durungawan sa english: W
3. bureau sa filipino: K
4. guidelines sa filipino: P
5. tisa sa english: C
6. kalupi sa english: W
7. kapatid sa english: S
8. pigeon sa filipino: K
9. bubble sa filipino: B
10. accomplice (in a bad way) sa filipino: K

-->sari-sari store<--
1. province na pinakamaraming bagyong bumibisita sa isang taon: B
2. dito ginanap ang unang misa: L
3. ano ang "p" sa jose p. rizal: P
4. ano ang occasion kapag november 2: A
5. ano ang third novel ni jose rizal following noli and fili: M
6. sino ang athlete na hermaphrodite daw: N
7. anong song ang may line na "from peru to cebu...": O
8. program/campaign to save pasig river: P
9. noon time show noon with eddie ilarde: S
10. brand ng lapis na no-sharpening, changeable lead: B

give up na? hehehe... im out

miss me yet?

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hehe i bet you miss me already :p

So what's Bart been up to lately?

Well, right now I'm just waiting for 4pm.. cuz im going to work.. yeah! the only time I can read the book, "100 years of solitude" (for my freakin lit class!) It's 400 hundred pages of yummy stories about the Buendia family.. It's a great book anyway, so I guess it's worth my time..

My friday

It was pretty okay I had a one-on-one drinking session with my ever bestfriend Bayiman! It's been a while man! It had one good fucken time bro! anyway, after that we played nba live... I need to work on my game damn! But I'm gonna beat you again.. bwaahahah.. nde chamba yun men! pati sa slam dunk punyeta.. parang nagbabalet lang yung player ko... After that, hangout at Marc's place... cuddle around the television with antonio whoops mybad.. kidding!! hahah..... and the rest is "secret".

Saturday... I slept early.. but I went to Marc's place to "help" I ended up shooting some hoops... killing everyone with my jumpshots.. HA! hehehe... But I need to work on it more... I helped a lil on the bbq.. After just hanging and getting D's knees wounded ahahha (SORRY D!), I also played with her... damn she could shoot some hoops... I went to Lala's bday.. it was pretty cool.. I haven't seen some friends of mine.. for a long time.. so I dropped by.. I ended up drinking a lot.. but not that many.. it was cool.. I slept early though cuz I wanted to play bball the next morning

Sunday... When I was getting ready to play bball at 7:30am I heard the phone ring and when my sister answered it she fell off her bed.. MY AUNT GAVE BIRTH TO TWINS! isn't that grand? two baby boy cousins in one day.. that's so cool!!! But I ended up playing bball anyway haha.... After that, I went to bayi's house.. played live again with his bro.. ha! wala lang... Then what else.. I think I went to Marc's house.. and shoot some hoops too ahhaha!!!

BBALL & alcohol is life! hahaha

Anyway, after that.. oh I had an argument with a friend of mine.. I can't type it right now.. cuz.. Im such in a hurry.. maybe later.. After that I went to San Mateo.. I had this fucken deep conversation about some love sh/t... damn... all i can say is it turned really bloody that I had to stand in front of my friends cuz they were shouting.. im such an ass.. hahaha... well, im just trying to help.. I guess I just made them both think wahahha... WAPAK!

hey i got to get going...

Let me leave you with some of tupac's words..

"I'd rather die young than old and broke, that's why I am always drunk and constantly smoke" - TUPAC AMARU SHAKUR

Ha! I'm out!

i am sad.

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i dunno... i just slept on it a while ago... there are some certain things that is just bothering me... i hope it passes...

well as promised these pictures make me smile... kaya i wanna post these... i love the fsu peeps... we are now so close.. i feel like i am in a barkada... :)



back: monch, macky, marco, nikki, darl
front: ME!

FSU PEEPS ROCK!!!

FSU with some berkeley peeps

antonio, me , darl

me, marcus, chris at the bart station going home

man... my crush is here.. HAH! basta... look for her nalang.. hehehe...at asian square...

TOP: me, zahra, joanne, antonio, aj, ale, darl, chris,
BOTTOM: nikki
at the top of that show's bldg...hehe... wtever

my arte pic.. i can stay in berkeley one day.. just taking pix.. like this... hay naku.. kakaadik tingnan mga pictures na ito...

im too lazy to upload so i got this from joanne's, zahra's and darl's .. hehe...

im out...

F a l l I n g

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f a l l I n g

Like s ca tt er e d leaves blown helplessly by the wind,
My lost sentiments are thrown in a secret river,
silently floating like tiny rafts,
making its way to discover you.

A >fierce-current> pulls my heart
out of oblivion.

Making my ears blind,
and eyes deaf.

I am sinking
deeper by the minute.
Like melted iced emotions,
I unconsciously slide with the water.

Underneath
this raging river,
a solitary mouth whispers only your name,

it awakens a desolate mind
that suddenly becomes familiar
with words that it cannot know,

it liberates a soul
from the bars of confinement,
opening its eyes to the unexplained,
and feeling emotions that it chose to forget.

inches from me I see the end of this magnificent river
where all the water flow carelessly,
and fall a thousand feet from the edge of reasons.

swimming quickly the other way
to escape the fall,
I struggle to breathe as I keep my head up high,

Luckily, I break free from the water ‘s firm grip.

But I know its no use.

As long as my heart beats,
this crystal blue river will run forever throughout the gray horizon

eventually, the tides will find me
and carry me quietly
to your arms where I belong.

It’s only a matter of time now.

As I softly close my eyes,
with my hands behind my back

and pray,

that you will catch me
when you find me f a l l I n g,

like s ca tt er e d leaves blown helplessly by the wind,

from a tree that grew from your roots.

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it's kinda long... pasensya na... wala lang... i wrote this.. wala lang... (/me blushes)

credits:
picture from:http://www.etravelphotos.com/laos/2002as-068-32s.html

ABOUT me: a lot of shit has been happening.. and its crazy cuz i can't put it down.. iv been down and busy lately... so much and much much more this coming dec... its getting crazier and crazier now...

bush won. halloween sucked. i am drowning in so much school work
however, i went to berkley with the FSU peeps (wassup kaibigans?)last friday (vic punyeta reminiscing hahah bading!) we had a transfer day and senior show thing with the org.. it was so fun I wanted to go back... not to mention the girls (maybe that's why it was fun, hmmm, maybe, hahaha) ... there was a lot.... hhaha... oh well, pix will be posted soon. Vic when you come back, balikan natin yung mga yun!And wait one more thing I took out my wallpaper.. aren't u proud of me? YES! Finally that g*ddamn gay flower power wallpaper is out (no offense, it's just been there for so long i didn't mean to offend anyone) ... oh well.... it's plain now.. hhehe.. i just love it.. i need to run... im out.

Shout outs:
MILES: nyay! ewan ko andrew e. posing ba yun hahahah.. happy halloween din pala
MARI: cuz picture lang yan... hahah... musta na?
AIKO: hahaha... pwede rin.. hahaha... cge ipagpatuloy mo lang haha.. kidding..
ZAHRA: i did! i said that you put a chatterbox... haha.. which you did... remember.. nah yu won't admit it! :p
MYCH: hoy! onga reunion naman jan! kaya lang nde pa ako sure kung kelan ako babalik... kaya msg ko nalang kyo.. ganda ng poems by the way.. isa ka palang malalim na tao.. hahaha wala lang...
ARIANE: haha.. medyo lang e noh... watch out for me my berkley pix...